I have this strange feelings since the
first day of school on September 2nd, all my excitment to school, sitting there
and listen to the front men / women spoke explaining somethin’ for my future
anyhow... is gone. I can’t find it, it lost, I might I left it somewhere where
I left them there to die. I burried it soo deep. I don’t want to school everyday,
or I am in the complex things which there’s no both side as ‘true’ or ‘false’
anymore. Everythings are my own. In a good way, nothing can stop me.
I have seen strange vision that made
me to looking to my self in the mirror, alone, and think: what do you want?
I skipped classes, most of them just
the typical things, usual things, it happens all the time, I drove my bike,
jacket, driving mask, socks, gloves, helmet and stopped to get some water, and
I queued to get enter card. Five days a week. Sometimes library is a good idea,
not to reading a book, to be alone.
One thing kept me to stay and be there
forever to success,,, mother.